Sanity Check

I did something that I felt guilty about tonight; what it is, is inconsequential I think. I am always one who believes in cause and effect, in this case, if I do something wrong than something bad will happen to me. That is ingrained in me. I guess that is also a check and balance mechanism for me because I am not one who is not prone to wrong, in my book of judgement at least. So now I am feeling guilty. It is not a feeling that I like, and I keep telling myself that I should not even feel so.

Even so, here I am writing about it, which means that I am thinking about it. Insane. One does wonder if sanity is ever a default trait these days. :)

What do you do

What do you do when you are falling for the unthinkable
What do you do when your heart is reaching out to the unreachable
What do you do when your brain refuses to follow logic
What do you do when your head no longer rules and the heart takes over

Am I falling in love all over again?
Don't answer me.
I know so.
And I don't want to.